As a high school student, I am always confused about myself. I want to catch other people's attention, I think most girls will have such desire. So when I see the girls look so beautiful, I am so longing to be one of them. I start to lose my weight and try not to eat the delicious food. What's more, I spend a lot of money to buy clothes. My friends have felt my change and some boys look at me, I feel so happy. But in the long run, I feel lost, my friends and I are not that close anymore. I can't focus attention on my study, then I feel annoyed. I decide to give up losing weight and dressing beautiful clothes. Everything is back on the track. I feel relieved and easy. This is the new me and the real me.